♥Tuesday, December 05, 2006
It's almost 2am now and even though I was sicker than a dog earlier, I can't sleep xP so I was surfing around the net and visiting my friends' blog pages when I came across this quote in my best friend's journal.
"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind do not matter and those who matter do not mind."
I stole it from her who stole it from Dr Suess.
I love the quote and most importantly, i think it's true. It hurts sometimes though when you realise that those you once thought mattered, mind.
I was looking forward to going back to Oman but i read another friend's journal who talked about how she wished that those of us who'd left wouldn't come back to visit cause she's happy with the way things are now and is worried about being dropped. It's a perfectly legitemate feeling and i understand it. But it still hurt when i read it. x Esp since i thought we were at least kind of good friends. Guess a lotta things change pretty quickly huh?
It's wierd. Now that quite a few people have moved from Oman and have started new lives elsewhere around the world, those that I still keep in contact with and I really care about... they all seem to be depressed. And it's wierd cause I honestly can't say that I don't feel depressed too sometimes, being here.
It's not because I'm here that I sometimes feel depressed. It's a lotta other stuff that comes with living here that makes me miss home and the life i once knew... but i mean, you've got to grow up and move on sometime, right?
I just wish my friends were happier. Maybe i'd stop worrying about them so much then.
if love was just a dream... would you want to wake up?2:00 am
