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♥Saturday, March 10, 2007


hey! 91! one of my favourite numbers ^^... despite what my blog may claim, it's actually almost 2 am right now (well, according to the clock in my room, which is actually 5 minutes fast in a vain attempt to ensure that i'm on time rather than always late xPP)... and tomorrow is my interview at LaSalle that will determine whether or not i get into that school.

I'm nervous as hell. xP all this pressure riding on one lousy interview. xP
I just only completely finished my sketchbook this afternoon (finally! whee! all that mind-numbingly repeptitive techniques learnt during our incredibly short-and-yest-expensive workshop put to good use and pratice xD), which i'll be bringing with me (along with my actual art portfolio tmr)...

After i finished, (dear finished work 1 hr earlier today... casual friday?) so after he went back to join his ma for an early dinner b4 her trip to china, we met up at somerset with the thought in mind to go play pool. instead we went walking around heeren (spent a healthy amount of time in HMV - enuff so for me to fall in love with a couple of albums =D) then went over to cineleisure to pool...

still very very much so an amateur, but da's a great teacher xP... patient and offering advice and tips without being irritating (yay! i finally learnt how to make the "support" hand xPP... finally finally ^^ thank u my dear xP)

we played 4 games (i think... it was either 3 or 4 xP ...all of which i lost, but came close(ish) to winning 2 of them hehe ^^ so am rather (kind of) proud of myself)... it definitely helped to relax me for tmr xp

btw, have i mentioned that i'm nervous as hell? (;

anyway, we played till about 12+am then went cheers to buy drinks, then headed over to cathay, dhoby ghaut to hang around outside starbucks where i showed him all the work i'd done for the crappy interview xPP... then we jst hung around and talked, before finally deciding to try and find our way over to bugis to see if i could catch the last bus home (no more trains xP)

by the time reached bugis street down there, it was oredi almost 1:15am and the last bus was at 12:55... so had to hail a cab. finally got hme (da payed for me first -- no cash on me) but then he had to take the cab all the way back to jurong east... so far away =( must have been really ex... =(... my poor dear xP)...

still, thanks for everything tonight my xiao man tou, it was great! ^^

tmr, he'll be coming over to acc me to school then come pick me up agn after the interview so we can go hang out and destress (finally! ^_~ after that...) so yap, i should actually be getting to slp...

pls wish me luck tmr!
^^


if love was just a dream... would you want to wake up?1:42 am


♥Wednesday, March 07, 2007


freaking tired so this is going to be a short post.

woke up. met da at esplanade to say hello and give him his letter. wanted to go metro (orchard) for interview. must wait till 2pm (at that tym 1pm) so went bugis insted to buy more supplies for dear's present. at the train station, called up job prospects from the newspaper. after buying the supplies, got give my details to a cake shop, clothes shop and food shop at bugis junction on the way back to mrt. not that keen on any of them xP. went orchard. supposed to go lucky plaza but in the end dint really go. oso supposed to go metro for interview but nevr really found it lol. went vivo city. went tangs interview (aiyoh... the atmosphere over there was so bollocks =_=" sianzz.... was hoping not to get the job xP) then supposed to go fast food outlet and interview to work there. saw breadtalk instead. stopped when saw the interview sign. walked in for interview. got the job (!!!). took train back to simei (cramming jap on the way). sign up for my dance classes at studio wu, eastpoint mall. went back to pasir ris, white sands. bought new box of contact lenses (new type so only 1 box first to try out). updated my very out-of-date posb acc bk. transferred $$ to my personal acc. walked hme. called ma on the fone to talk. told her about job. talk until late for jap lesson. rush out to get to jap lesson. called da on the fone on the way. jap lesson till 9:30pm. met up with serene and sarah agn. 9:30pm finish lesson. took train down to JE spend sum tym wit dear. ate at mcd. walk arnd jurong east mall. hang arnd near JE library outside there. nice moon in the sky. took one of the last trains hme. mps ran out of batt. fone oso omost out of batt. pervert sitting near me. kept trying to stare thru my top. felt uncomfortable and culdn't slp in front of him. moved a few carriages down. slept all the way till pasir ris. rush for last bus (sorry dear, made a mistake, last bus is at 0055). took bus to my block. slept in the bus. walked hme. remove contacts. quick shower. bed.


if love was just a dream... would you want to wake up?1:02 am


♥Tuesday, March 06, 2007


something made me think last night, about myself. in all the current magazines and on tv, apparently 'sweet, kind, soft-spoken and gentle' kind of girls are 'in' at the moment... along with simple clothes, long shiny hair and a soft smile. then i thought about me... lol i'm anything but simple, sweet and soft-spoken xP i don't usually wear simple clothes, don't have long shiny hair and a soft smile, but i like me the way i am.

funny how sometimes the media and sometimes certain people can make one feel insecure isn't it?


if love was just a dream... would you want to wake up?8:41 am


♥Monday, March 05, 2007


Piccys from my day with da at vivo yestd... ^^
wahh... see? my dear got abuse me (see, got such a big bruise ma... xP... jks jks babe ^_~)

pretty shadows ^^ ~"holding hands"~

eeks! pulling faces hehe ^^

"victory!" ^_~

holding hands (see the rings? hehe ^_~)

"making a heart"... <33

aww (:

kawaii playboy dear! kekes...

GRIN :D

ehhh??? ^^D


humpf xP

=_="

OISHIIIIII~!! ^_^
nice piccys right? well hup u all enjoyed them anyway! my chi lesson just finished =DDD now gotta work on da's (very very very late xP) present hehe... then go out pick up some stuff, work on my sketchbook... lotsa stuff hehes so cya latr!


if love was just a dream... would you want to wake up?10:05 am




uck uck, dear starts work today. i woke up surprisingly early by myself (8am) and decided aftr lazing around a bit to call the lady from the ad for the suchi stall at pasir ris for the interview, but then guess what? the stupid newspaper mysteriously disappeared! finally found it in my aunt's room, but then couldn't find the ad again! so irritating! >grr

found another ad for working in a kids shoe shop during normal working hours, but didn't say when, so i'll have to call later to find out (but wait till i buy the new paper for tday check if there are any other better jobs around xP)

so if anybody got any lobang (preferrably weekdays normal working hrs)... pls lemme noe xP

i think my tuition eacher's about to arrive (either 10am or 11am.. can't really rmb xP) so i'd better go get ready just in case it's at 10am and not 11am...

deaR: hup u hav a gud tym at work ^^


if love was just a dream... would you want to wake up?9:29 am




new layout, new clothes and some (not so) new news! ^_~

vivi is back after a mini-break -- sorry, been pretty busy and pretty stressed (stress not yet over xPP), but yes, finally upd again! --

okie, lets see... wat do i need to catch you all up on? in my last entry, i mentioned that i was happy right? well, that's cause on the 20th feb (1 day aftr the 3mnth anni of when we first met in person...) da asked me to be his girlfriend ^^ it was at 'our place' (aka esplanande rooftop) just after i'd gotten freaking terrified by this huge cockroach and it's babies peeping out from beneath the floor tiles =_=" (LOL!) but he did this speech type thing first in chinese which i think, was one of the sweetest things i've ever had someone say to me >blush

anyway... that was quite sometime ago already... recently i was really bz with attending the lasalle portfolio workshop (from the 26th feb to the 2nd march), so i've just only finished it really... xP those days were filled with lots of smses from dear to keep me company during the 1hr bus ride to mountbatten rd +_+ and arty stuffs but luckily not as much pressure or stress cause the lecturers were really nice (tho the stress and pressure's returned ever since the speech at the end of our last day about our upcoming interview... it sounds so FREAKIN DIFFICULT and TERRIFYING and so darned PRESSURIZED =_=... felt really bleah x[

after the workshop ended, da was usually waiting for me either at the entrance to lasalle or at the bus stop nearby, but since it was constantly raining during that week, and most of our classes ended later than expected, poor dear had to wait outside in the cold with rain falling everywhere xP... luckily he nevr forgot an umbrella (unlike me on many occasions xP)! so nice of him.... ^^

then everyday, after workshop ended either just went back to my house with our batteries all flat ^_~ and chill or hang out at bugis street. one time we went to catch the pursuit of happyness, which was an amazing show, but so sad... and one that made me feel like walking out halfway thru the show, cause it made me think that one day i was gonna fail at everything, not have a job, not earn enough money and live a miserable life. i was so sure that that was going to be me. (i'm still not so sure that it not going to be me xP, but i'm not so terrified anymore...)

another time i bought this really cute bag, a top and a pair of stripy red and white heels which i'd been wanting to buy (tho it wasn't the original design >throttles smth... hehe!) from bugis street (ehh... i lubs that place ^^)

speaking of heels... my dear's given me 2 piggybacks while i was wearing heels, the first time was pretty near my block all the way thru the car park then up to my place (i was really so terrified that he would drop me! =x --sorry baby-- then the second time, it was from the bus stop all the way to my place xP... i was wearing my new heels both times, which cause they were new, and the material was really hard with a tapered front end (which caused me a lot of blisters )= ...) so thanks a lot my xiao man tou! ^^ i teased him and said it was good practice for NS hehe ^_~

anyway, i just only found out (from his blog) that there's a meaning to him carrying me... wait, lemme post what he said here:

"Wanna know why I carry her so much? I don't think she know the reason till now.It is to let her know that I'm there to carry her through thick & thin and that I'm there to support her whenever she needs me. See there's a deep meaning to it, not just carrying a person, somemore my girlfriend ok?! XD"

^^... agn... arigato gozaimsu... u hav no idea how much that means to me ^^

then today we went up to vivo city (long time since i last went) and as promised, he treated me to lunch at this really really nice jap restaurant (mmmmm!) i had a ton katsu curry set while dear had beef curry set... really oishiiiiiii!!! mmm.... ^^ so so so full aftr that haha! so delish but oso so ex xS felt really bad xP

after that, went to toys 'r' us and had a fun tym walkin arnd, hitting one another with foam swords/plastic lightsabers/plastic noodles (for the pool ^^).. then we went to go play that thing (not sure of the name) where u put in coins, twist a handle and then the prize drops out (usually a keychain/hp accessory)... very very cute ^^ i got one for da xP

then we went up to the rooftop where we had fun taking funny/stupid/cute piccys and lying on the grass watching little kids play in the water nearby before we both had to separate to go have dinners with our respective relatives hehe!

today is the last day of chinese new yr so tmr all the decorations need to come down xP
oso got tuition lesson early in the morning, then clean up the house, stock up on groceries, work on my sketchbook for the interview then go pay bills and eat at my ah ma's place... xP

so much stuff eh? and i'm kinda tired hehe xP guess i must go slp soon xPP

tmr is dear's first day at work... i noe he's kinda nervous about it, so i hope it goes well for it..
^^

and here ends my super long entry! xP lol!


if love was just a dream... would you want to wake up?12:40 am


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