have you noticed how all of my posts generally seem to start with something along the vein of "wow it's been quite awhile since my last update huh?" lol well i've finally gotten tired of it, so you're saved from that cliched line for today's entry.can't believe i'm updating my blog at almost 2am. and that i have to wake in less than 5 hours to get ready for work. man, sometimes life really sucks lol.my life's been more on the sucky side lately. remember that day when i said that i watched care bears and hoped that my day would go better than it did the day before (yah, it's my last entry xP) well it didn't. it went fucking horribly. my phone was stolen at my workplace.yep. stolen. noe what that means?i lost:a) all my recent photosb) all the smses that i saved c) most importantly... ALL THE FREAKIN PHONE NUMBERS OF EVERYONE!my lappy recently got problems - she doesn't like me much xP - nd so my lao po had been being really stubborn about not letting me back up my phone. then it got stolen. and now everything is lost.my new girlfriend (n73 music ed.) is now my precious baobei xP got black tinted hard plastic casing + furry gothy purple sparkly-spider-web pouch and 2 accessories from my darling dear dear who went to go play di-kam (sp?) to get them for me to replace the ones that were on my fone when it was stolen (grr). i love her. very much, i do. i'd better - she was darn expensive lol!also my email recently been having problems. people not receiving the replies i sent to them. yep, i think a new account is in order. just having to inform everyone and updating my fossilized friends list is a bitch. =_="lol that's my life - everything's broken or has problems haha. i'd write a list of everything broken or not working except then i think i'd suffer from severe finger cramp. and i'm not earning enough money to foot the bill for expensive corrective surgery ^_~been thinking lately (yeah, that's nevr a good idea, i noe xP). i've made a lot of mistakes. i wish i could take back a lot of things. i regret quite a good number of things (even though i alwais said i don't believe in regrets) and i wish i could go back and redo a lot of things. some things in particular more than others.i feel like i rushed some things. and now there's no way to take it back. to make it feel right again.i noe i've neglected some people (i'm so sorry).just sometimes, it seems easier to distance yourself from those who mean well and who care cause sometimes you're ashamed to tell the truth and you're tired of lying.it's funny how sometimes the time you spent with just one person can be so short, but you just can't seem to forget them.(btw sorry if this sounds emo and depressed. i'm not, *promise* just am in a thoughtful mood. and well, i've been neglecting my blog lately, so this is my attempt to make up for it ^_~)on a happier note though, my xiao kai is coming back tmr ^^ along with my crazy jie jie and yi yi. ...and hui fen, li ming, su ling (!!!), donna, sweet rosalie ^_^ i don't think ah wen will be back so soon tho xP miss him and his stupid teasing. i can't believe he met his lao po at breadtalk. perhaps there's still hope for me still.......jokes! ^_~I can't stop the river from runningI can't stop the rain from falling down on meAnd the record keeps playingThe same old song
if love was just a dream... would you want to wake up?1:49 am
