Arghhh! I'm being bullied into writing this entry by my boyfriend no less xP. Lol. Pikachu, that is possibly the most annoying little screechy needy yellow-and-black bunny hamster that was ever unfortunate enough to make it onto this world.

stupid little yellow rat. xP -_-

Now... my little juvenile boyfriend is pretending to be me pretending to be that stupid yellow rat on my tagboard xP. stupid thing. (yes both the yellow rat and my adorable boyfriend) xP

ok... now updates... ^^

It's the start of the weekend (well, technically that was yesterday, but since I haven't slept yet, I'm still counting it as today xP) Chris was supposed to come over at around 2pm but he was LATE! (lazy sod lol) cause he set his alarm but forgot to push up the button... on the plus side tho... it rained A LOT while I was waiting for bleach boy (haha no not really.. he's not even blondie despite what he described to me =P... he got his hair cut and dyed yestd.. or was it the day before? I'm not too sure *blur* haha) so I was marginally satisfied... I wuv the smell of rain... as I'm sure you all know... =D

Anyway. He came over and we attempted to watch Kingdom of Heaven... which is actually a really good movie - and the actress (sibylla - eva green) is the main actress in the JB flick that I'm catching tmr (or latr today if you're picky xP). After that, we went to the market to buy supplies cause for some insane reason (aka EMOTIONAL BLACKMAIL - or smth rather akin to that ^^) I'd agreed to cook dinner for him. Despite the fact that I'm a rubbish cook. LOL.

He was surprisingly helpful with grocery chopping hehe and lugged all the bags and stuff home (*shocked*) which was really nice of him xP yes, the guys in Oman are definitely not like that haha! And then even though the footie was on and he was kind of half watching, he helped me to make the dinner (*again is shocked* ^_~) and even went back to the shops when I realised I'd forgotten the most important thing for the dinner (the chicken for the main dish thingy t_t lol) to get it for me ^^. After a long long time of cooking - which I'm pretty sure I'll never have a knack for, we made something which was passable as a meal (o_O meat, veg, rice and soup!) and didn't die of food poisoning upon consumption, so on the whole... it turned out pretty good. ^^

On the other hand though, my aunt came back a bit earlier than I thought so she met lover boy for the second time (the only friend of mine that she's met for the second time - I'm a tad picky about bringing friends home when relatives are about xP) so I'm expecting a bit of a grilling from her (or at least some ribbing t_t) sometym in the near future haha.

Chris left at around 11:30pm and haha - HE MISSED THE LAST TRAIN HOME! ^_~ jks dear. Lol no he called me on his moby and we spent ages chatting about how there were no buses left and how cabbies after 12pm (which it was by then) were too expensive and bashing the drivers unconscious with spanners so he wouldn't have to brave his mum for transport moolah lol... Then whaddaya noe lol... turns out there was a bus he could take home, which would drop him off sumwhere near his house so the taxi fare would be so much (even with the after-midnight charge). We talked all the way he was on the bus then in the taxi till he reached home where he demanded that *I* call him, and till now, we've still been chatting.

Esp with the whole debacle of his stupid tagging on my wunderbar tagboard. LOL. nah jks... Yes. And he's been nagging at me like an old fishwife to update my blog... so yes. Here I am... Now i'm finally going to be able to tell him "I'M DONE!" and we can actually finish talking lol... Yes, i kept getting distracted by him so we stopped talking so I could type.

So. Yes.

Tomorrow I will have to wake early-ish =_=' so that I can meet Travis for lunch in town so that we can catch my first ever 007 JB flick! Woo-hoo! lol ^^ Can't wait to see him!

Anyway, I'm off now... so.. ta ta my little chikadees!
<333

Finally! My printer is fixed! All is well in the world again (well sort of ish) hehe ^^ My cousin came over to help me fix it and he finally did it! One month of trying to fix the stupid wireless printer after changing my internet settings and it's finally working again ^^ I wuv my cousin!

On another note tho, my best friend has jst told me she's thinking of getting a lip/eyebrow piercing and all i have to say is "go for it babe! (moreso for the eyebrow piercing)" but yes, I may be a tad biased on account of the fact that i love anything to do with piercings and tattoos really hehe -_- still... can you blame me? They're totally hott ^^ Altho some of the huge chinese-mafia gang type tattoos are a bit ugly I must admit xP

Have been contemplating getting a lip piercing... actually, I really really want one but... well I haven't done anything about that craving jst yet... yet :D hehe ^^

Am now talking to my dad on the phone for the first time.. aww I miss my popa so much... Actually I miss all of my family a lot =_=" haha oh my god. He just told me that my whole French class back there scored As and A*s for our GCSEs with one exception - ALEX! lol... I would hate to be Alex when I go back to see her lol. Our French teacher is a dragon lady... I love her but she really is a dragon lady! She's terrifying! ^^ I can't believe someone in our class got a B. Sorry Alex, but seriously...

Ooh now i'm talking to my little brother. Daym. I miss him. Especially since we used to talk quite a bit... I love him so much. Seems like he's having some probs. T_T I hate it when my baby brother's sad...

Anyway, I'm off to talk to him some more...
^^

Btw, because a couple of peoplehave commented, I feel like I should correct something. When I said that my friend slept over earlier, what I meant was that we went home really early in the morning, and we were both really tired and since he lives quite far away (well by bus at least) in Toa Payoh, he just slept at my house till his interview instead of having to travel all the way back to sleep for a bit before havign to travel out again for the interview. That's all xP. It wasn't like a sleepover sleepover or anything. Or whatever. ^^

Yes. I have decided. Lol well actually i decided quite awhile ago, I'm just only updating now. xP I'm not joining Weiren and them for the movie tonight... I think perhaps some vegging out on the couch is in order for me LOL. nah jks. I asked Eva and Tiong Hu over tonight to try and help fix my stupid printer - which is *still* not working T_T

Hmm anyway, about the movie... Actually it would have been nice to go and watch it - Happy Feet! So cute! But I watched a movie last night and will be watching again on Saturday (and I've already been more than a few times these past 2 weeks) =/ Also we'd be watching the 8:30pm show which means that by the tym the movie ends and I take the train then the bus back... it'd be around 11:30pm - and I'd like to have an early night for once ^^ all the lack of sleep is catching up with me... besides, haven't you heard it's bad for the skin??

^_~ lol jks... that's just material girls talking =D

Ok... seven hours later and I'm awake again.. here are the updates for yesterday!

Well... Chris came over to Pasir Ris around 11:10pm-ish. Went out to meet him and we basically jst went to the park that we went to the first time when he came over and hung out on the little red half-tube thing which was fun. Then we went over to the Downtown East Park and seriously, it's amazing how many people are still awake and wandering around so late! So many chalet groups or youngish kids either biking around or just lounging about chatting. It was fun but I got so sleepy at times. Anyway, around 6ish in the morning, we went over to one of the 24hr Macdonalds and got some breakfast. Hot food is definitely yummy first thing in the morning ^^

Then a bit past 7am took the bus back to my house where Chris stayed over and we basically jst fell asleep. When we woke again (which was around afternoon time hehe) we just hung out again and went on the net where he showed me these clips of a woman on a TV show called Miss Swan which was annoyingly hilarious lol. ^^

After he left for his interview, I went to town area again to meet Rei to catch a movie; Material Girls at the Cineleisure. Ehh... despite what I (and Travis) thought about the show, it was actually pretty good - better than I thought it'd be... It's a wee bit like a girl-power chick flick with tons of makeup and spangly clothes. Hilary Duff looked incredibly pretty though haha... Rei kept making these funny "eew!" noises when Ava (Haylie Duff) and Henry the lawyer thing dude were flirting with one another nd then when they finally made out he basically covered his eyes and cringed - it was definitely more than hilarious!

Uhm... took the train back to bugis then caught the number 12 back to simei. That bus is freezing! Seriously. I think i froze my arse off for over ah hour sitting on that bus :P hehe brought back memories of Ixchel and school!... which i actually miss quite a bit.

Went over to my aunt's for some late dinner and played with my little nephew a bit - who's still cute even though he's now seven and rather demanding ^_~ hehe... left around 11:30pm so I could come back and catch up on some sleep.

Anyway, this mornign woke up around 8am and it's one of those mornings when I wake up and feel lonely :P yes. So, am feeling a tad depressed and lonely this morning. I think it's cause I don't have that many friends around here since I'm not in school anymore and all of the friends that I do have are busy with work or school. Also feeling a bit sad as Chris is looking for a job and has maybe kind of found one and now may not have time for me anymore :P which kind of sucks but yeah... -_-

Well... that's my update! Yay, finally got it out ^^
That's it for now. Weiren invited me to join him and some of the cell group out to watch Happy Feet at the cinema, but i'm not sure if I'll go cause I've been out to the cinema quite often recently and am going again to watch Casino Royale this sat, so... yes. Anyway, will decide later ^^

Urgh. What to say? There's so much to say but currently I'm suffering from severe lack of sleep so I think they will all have to wait till tomorrow. Well... technically actually, it already *is* tomorrow but I think you all know what I mean. Yes.

On a rather random note; my phone is really irritating me at the mo with its rather unfortunate choice of time to splutter out of life with a dead battery. Stupid phone is actually giving me quite a bit of problems... which again, I'll probably rant about tomorrow. Or later. Whatever. Urgh.

Yes. I am now repeating myself.
Sleep. *nods*

Heh... I'm now at home watching Shaun Tak Extreme Macau cause i'm waiting till arnd 10:45pm when I can go meet Chris (if he's not late lol) so for the tym being... I'm just being lazing arnd being bored hehe... ^^

Talked to Ria on MSN a few mins ago nd I really really miss her =_=" she's my girl in sg nd i wuv her wots... but ryt now she's really really busy wit school so we haven't seen each other for quite awhile... esp since I haven't been able to make it to service or cg meetings for a few weekends now :P

At least I'll be back in tym for Travis's bday tho hehe ^^ but i'll miss Bean's bday on the 8th T_T'...

Hmm it's now 10pm. I hope he won't be late...

Ee... my mind's not really working properly at the moment. At least the stupid after-nightmare feeling is gone :D so that's a plus.

On the other hand tho, I can't wait to see all my mates back in Oman. I miss em all... esp my baby bean :P

Ooh... now it's Las Vegas. Ahh, I love cable... honestly can't imagine how I lived without it for eleven years in Oman! Seriously *shakes head*... really random, but i think Danny's pritty hot in that really typical hunky-boy way lol.

Nothing like James Bond - who i actually can't stand; womanizing, totally-unsuave, aging pervert -_- hehe... yes, you can definitely feel the love huh? Still, will be going to watch Casino Royale on Sat with Travis which I'm looking forward to despite it being JB. ^^ I've never actually watched a James Bond movie in the cinema before so I'm looking forward to it in a kind of geeky-stupid way.

Ack. Ok. I will stop now lol... it's crazy being in my head at the mo. Lol it's crazy to be in my 24/7. Period. Hehe...

So yes. I will leave you now. I think a shower is needed. Lol. (No i still haven't had one if I wrote I wanted to earlier.) So yes. Tata!

Yucks. I accidentally dozed off this afternoon cause i was reading a book nd it was quite cool outside so I got sleepy. And guess what? I had a nightmare. This is exactly why I never take naps. Every time i take a nap, I have a nightmare, and when I finally wake up, I feel even more tired than I did before the nap.

It's so stupid.

And you know the stupidest thing? Quite early into the nightmare, I actually knew it was a nightmare, and I couldn't do anything about it. I just basically had to sit back and let it happen. When i was younger, i used to have nightmares almost every night. It got so bad that I often used to do anything I could to prolong having to go to sleep at night. I used to read through the night and finally sleep at around 4am every night aftr doing around fifty sit-ups so that my body would be so tired that I'd fall asleep instantly - even if i didn't want to. Then i used to have bad dreams for the whole two hours till I woke again at 6am to go to school. I know it was unhealthy but my body got used to the lack of sleep quite easily. Or maybe it just accepted it because of my panicked mental state at night.

Anyway after awhile the nightmares occured so often and they were usually the same ones or along the same themes that I used to realise quite easily that I was in a nightmare even while I was dreaming. At the beginning I had no choice but to let the nightmare happen and just experience it with the comfort of knowing that it was just a nightmare and that I would wake in the end. After a couple of months though, as wierd as it sounds I used to not only know it was a nightmare but I started to be able to control or at least influence in some ways what happened in the nightmares as they were always the same scenarios. Soon after, if i concentrated enough I could actually physically wake myself up from the nightmare.

After about a year, they suddenly stopped. When I went to sleep at night I no longer had nightmares. Once in awhile I would have them once a week then slowly I stopped having them at all. Then upon somebody's advice, I decided to try and have a nap in the afternoon. The whole two hours I slept during the nap was filled with the same nightmares I'd suffered before. Only it was like it was at the beginning, I didn't even know I was dreaming much less able to wake myself up from it.

When I tried having a nap again, the same thing happened. So i don't take naps now.
Except today I was stupid enough to doze off.
Urgh. I'm incredibly pissed off at myself.
And now I'm tired... and I still feel a bit disorientated from the nightmare.
Urgh. So stupid. *Bashes self on the head*

I'm off to take a shower.

Hehe... it's been ages since my last post =_=" nd i've finally decided (with a little nagging frm my dear darling alex lol) to update my blog. To be honest, this isn't the first time that i've tried to keep a blog - i probably have something like over twenty of them floating arnd that i've either forgotten my username/password for or just completely forgotten about! Not such a promising start huh? Hehe... still. i'm here ryt now nd that's all that counts -- right?? ^_~

I'm currently feasting on the glory that is chocolate buttons - aren't they amazing? small little round bits of choclatey goodness that gets all over your fingers making them sweet and sticky! no no, stop looking at me like i'm wierd - they are amazing *chocolate-stained thumbs up*

Yesterday was pretty boring so i'll skip backwards to the dai before yestd. Chris came over (he's a really good friend that i've made here and i'll probably write more abt him in another post ^^) even tho he knew that I had to go out to meet anothr friend at around 4. We had a lot of fun hanging out at my place (which no, you don't need to know about lol) nd then wouldn't let me leave when i was supposed to leave to meet my othr friend haha.

I was running arnd my room trying to put on my makeup and trying not to trip over the mess we'd created all over the floor in my new 11cm white-and-black polka dot high heels!! (and no, it doesn't look anywhere near at manky as that description sounded! *sticks out tongue*) Anyway, by the tym we left, I was already running late, we had to wait a bit for the bus but then when it came (and only after i got on it) i realised i'd brought my wallet, but it was completely empty - no money, none of my bus/train pass and no atm card cause I'd taken them all out the night before to put into my jeans cause I'd gone out without a bag. Soo... Chris and i had to get off at the next stop (to the confusion of the poor bus driver) and walk back to my house (which though it was only one stop away, tok us a good ten to fifteen minutes to reach!) and the stupid heels didn't help any lol.

Got back to my house and i kicked off the bloody heels and ran around trying to get everything and then we went back to the same bus stand nd had to wait for another bus lol. Chris was really nice tho haha, he kept trying to calm me down but i felt so guilty cause yes, i usually am a tad late, but not *this late* plus Reinard had asked to join us nd was going to buy the tix for the show Flushed Away, not knowing that Travis (the friend hu i was originally meeting) was also buying the tix. Then Rei wouldn't pick up his fone nd didn't answer my messages so i got panicked =_=' urgh. Lol that was a mess.

Got on the train towards Harbourfront and had to power walk in heels (which is a total joke haha) between the station for the East-West line to the station for the North-East Line at Outram Park. Finally got to Harbourfront and basically sprinted to Vivo City where I called Rei again who didn't pick up (again - god that boy is a... *chooses not to say and narrows eyes insted*) so i gave up and called Travis. Chris nd I were on the way up an escalator when i asked Travis where he and Rei were before i saw them. Then i was like hopping up and down and waving so that they could spot me among all the ppl about haha.

Then when Chris was about to leave, he tried to give me a hug at the exit of the escalator which caused us to hold up everybody haha, which was quite hilarious cause we were being pushed around by the crowd lol. funny ^^ then he left and i joined Rei and Travis.

Rei was wearing his $250 high heeled boots that we went out the day before to buy and still bought $278 worth of makeup at Chanel (more than i've *ever* spent on products to 'beautify' myself lol) then we had to hurry to catch the movie - which was actually a realli good movie! Haha, cheesy in allt he ryt places but still a good laugh to watch. Definitely recommend it ^^

After that we snagged a table at Carl Jr's where the boys queued in this crazy long line for food and i waited at the table. Then we attempted to eat the burgers (which are nice tasting but HUGE) and i dropped my fone on the floor but it was all Travis's fault. *points finger* Haha. It was! Really!

Anyway... god i'm feeling tired now haha. Rei left soon aftr and Travis and I just hung out on the open deck on the rooftop of Vivo. It was really really nice there ^^ all peaceful and like. We could see these pretty cable cars with little neon lights on them going to sentosa and the water was like a pretty sparkly black mirror reflecting the lights from the streetlamps and the cruise ship nearby and the lights from Sentosa Island. Pwitty pwitty pwitty. Then basically we just stayed and talked till arnd 11:45pm when we rushed to catch the last train back.

By the tym i reached home... it was almost 1am and i was so tired i almost fell aslp on the bus - which would have been bad. And the bus so fkin feezing so that's how tired i was T_T

Hehe... well. That was a hell of an update nd that was only one day.
This is hard work :P
The buttons are all finished now. ^^

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