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♥Sunday, April 15, 2007


This weekend dear's been helping me to paint my mum and dad's room. On saturday we planned to meet up to go shopping for groceries and paint after my outing with rei in the early afternoon.

rei and i planned to go out to orchard area cause we both wanted to go pierce some more holes in our ears haha... i'd been thinkin abt getting 2 more ear piercings since around feb but i kept putting it off. then sometime about 2 weeks ago, one of the 9 piercings i already have got infected so i took it out to put some antiseptic cream and stuffs... and it closed! =_="

so yestd was the perfect opportunity to go re-pierce it plus pierce the two other holes as well. was supposed to meet rei at 3, but i reached late, and him even later, so while i was waiting i went to go get them done by myself first.

ouch ouch ouch and done! haha

went back to the station where i met up with both dear and rei then rei went to get his done (also 2 more holes lol!) then had our traditional lunch at MOS burger and walked arnd taka area until dear and i finally went back to pasir ris to get the paints and dinner.

paint paint paint until so late. then sleep sleep sleep. then wake up and paint paint paint all of today. xP so tired. my arms feel like 2 soggy strands of limp noodles and i've paint all ovr my body. i need to wake up early tmr to take a long shower and get rid of all the stubborn dried up paint before i start work.

so tired.

we rushed like mad to finish so dear could still catch the train hme so we dint actually get to spend anytime tgt at the end of the day, so when he left, it was kinda wierd, like it left me feelin a bit empty, plus i still had to clear up and wash all the equipment we'd used ><

i'm now going to watch the last half of CSI: Maimi before i succumb to my beauty sleep xP


if love was just a dream... would you want to wake up?11:23 pm




Hum. Something happened today that made me think. I was feeling insecure about myself and about my studies. At the time, i was with somebody, and for the wierdest reason, i felt like talking to my companion about it - even though i usually wouldn't. Even now i can't really figure out why. i think it was cause i was maybe looking for some reassurance? or some comfort?

I usually don't talk about my problems or insecurities, cause ever since i was young, i figured out that there was no point in telling others about your worries cause in the end, there was nothing they could do to help, and it made you feel even worse after telling them. even more helpless.

after telling my companion today, again i had that same helpless feeling again, and even worse, something my companion mentioned touched on a nerve. it was about a decision i made in the past which i have, ever since then, worried about having made the wrong decision. my companion actually told me that they thought that i made the wrong decision and it made me feel even more insecure.

i'm not actually sure why i'm blogging about this now, but i guess i just wanted to talk about it.

i guess in the end, the only person you can ever trust and depend upon is yourself.


if love was just a dream... would you want to wake up?9:43 pm


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