yestd was dear and i's fourth mnth anni... this mnth's celebrations weren't that great tho, sadly. the bag i really wanted to buy wasn't there anymore (it took almost a year to find it somemore... so sad sia...), also was almost killed by stupid bus driver who overshot our stop then jammed the breaks jst as i was halfway down the steps when dear pressed the button once more... i was like piang... really short dress and high heels didn't make it any better when the double decker suddenly lurched to a stop jst as i was taking a step down. i thot i twisted my ankle it hurt so much. good lord.it was a rather bad night for me. xPP this past 2 weeks my emotions have been constantly up and down and i felt so frustrated tht i was like tearing up last night in the carpark on the way hme. finally jst stopped and sat down on the curb and cried like a baby lol. then dear pointed out smth very important to me which i guess kinda forced me to change the way i think, so thanks.still, i'm sorry that our fourth month was such a disaster. on the plus side tho, we took some really cute neoprints (evn tho i thot it was actually gonna be a disaster like our second month lol!) and had a great time chilling at the cheesecake cafe -- which was actually open! when i reached hme last night i jst sat and cried and got all the pent up emotions out of my system (detox haha!) then i cleaned up my very messy room, did 2 loads of laundry and went to sleep with 2 hrs left before i was supposed to wake up to go to work. jst when i woke up i felt so used up, wrung out and tired i wouldn't have been any use so i called in sick and took the day off. so sian sia...now it's so hot even with the windows open and the fan on full so i'm going to close the window, turn on the ac and jst relax till i go out later.and get smth to eat. my stomach is most definitely protesting. xP
if love was just a dream... would you want to wake up?12:30 pm
